Feb 192012
 

It was a sunny day and my Olympus 40-150′s first day out :)

This is a slow lens. Winter mornings and evenings in Vienna are not her style. She craves bright light and that’s what she got today.

This lens is cheap and I bought it cheaper. I’ve already mentioned it, it has a plastic mount, a first among my lenses, but optically it’s top notch. In the morning I’ve made some mountain test shots from the terrace, at f9, and they are critically sharp even in the corners. Wide open it is sufficiently sharp as well. If you remember the cupola in “1946 – It’s Been So Long“, that image has been taken at f5.6 and it sharpened up nicely across the frame. I have certainly no complaints.

Today’s images are of a more abstract nature. Often that is what long lenses do to me.

The Image of the Day has been taken through a very dirty window of a car, at 150 mm (an equivalent of 300 mm on the PEN), at f6.3, at almost the minimum focusing distance, with the “circle” being the a reflection on another car.

I’ve pushed contrast, and as it is, the image looks more like a weird kind of moon than anything else.

I like abstract details like this, because they allow me to push the image wherever I want it. The subject is not recognizable anyway, thus all my inhibitions fall :D

The Song of the Day is “This Glass World” from Yusuf Islam aka Cat Stevens’ 2009 album “Roadsinger”. Hear it on YouTube.

Feb 122012
 

Have you been on my blog today, say, two hours ago? You may have felt time-warped. No, not again! Really? Really.

My domain has been moved to another server and, lo and behold, instead of moving the current content, they have simply restored their last backup, dating from the time of the last troubles, pretty exactly a month ago.

They didn’t warn me beforehand, they didn’t notify my after the fact, nothing. Obviously they believe I have my account just to pay them some money. Content? Who has content??

Oh well, this is Justhost.com, but only two weeks ago I had similar troubles with a domain and an email account at GoDaddy.com. It’s just the same. It’s not the company, it’s the price you pay. But then, I’m not even sure if more money buys you so much more service, or if so, how much money I’d have to pay.

It was no real problem this time. I had it fixed in about an hour. Again, it’s just that someone without computer background would have no chance at all.

The Song of the Day is “The Price You Pay” from Bruce Springsteen’s 1980 album “The River”. See a recent live version on YouTube.

Feb 122012
 

Today we had something like snow most of the day. Not that it was really snowing, but it pretended to. Tiny flakes that amount to nothing, falling from a sky that never intends to keep its promise.

I was outside, made an alibi shot and then drove to the supermarket for the ingredients for dinner. No inspiration, not for photography at least. Dinner was fine :D

The image was made in the morning, through the window of our study, through a fly screen, out on the terrace. It’s not focused, so am I, and this is quite a pleasant state to be in.

The Song of the Day is “Never, Never” by Dinah Washington. Hear it on YouTube.

Feb 112012
 

Where shall I begin? Probably at the beginning, right?

Well, that was Mark Hobson’s slightly provocative blog post “emotionally charged ~ a question“.

Basically his question was, why his fellow bloggers, people like Juha, Markus or, among many others, myself, don’t make pictures of people, and especially “emotionally charged” images, i.e. images that show people in situations that tend to disturb the viewer, tend to stir up emotions, tend to uncover hidden fears.

This is an important question, if for nothing else than for the fact that it is true: we don’t do it. We picture the rural or the urban landscape, graffiti and bicycles, and if people turn up in our images, they are not or only hardly recognizable.

If you have not been there, take the time, head over to Mark’s site and read his post. Don’t skip the comments, there’s some lively discussion with an extraordinarily long but excellent comment by Craig Tanner, and the discussion has also sparked an interesting blog post by Juha.

In my own comment I just stated that “I feel photographing strangers is problematic on so many levels, it simply does not give me the thrill or the satisfaction to compensate for the hassle“, and I feel that I probably should go into greater detail.

Craig is certainly right. I do fear asking strangers if I may take their photograph. No doubt about it and I don’t doubt Craig’s proposition that it may free the photographer to fight those fears. I may even try it, in fact it is on my list of things to do, it is only not high priority (How’s that for procrastination, huh???).

Thus I fully accept Craig’s point, I fully accept Mark’s (very different) point, but let me ask a return question:

What exactly is it that makes you take images of people?

Mark followed up his own post with “civilized ku # 2074 ~ picturing your life“, where he comes to the conclusion, that he “makes (his) most emotionally imbued pictures (sometimes highly charged) when (he) engages in the act of picturing (his) life“, an act in which he “must be engaged on some level – other than the simple desire to make pictures – with the people (he) pictures“. Thus Mark seems to strive for a kind of deeper authenticity in his portraits or simply images containing people, something that is absolutely in line with the way he pictures inanimate subjects or landscapes.

And Craig? I don’t know. Sure, I believe in the therapeutic effect of fighting one’s inner resistance and of asking people on the street whether it’s OK to take their picture. But then, what else is it? I mean, there are other ways of self or group therapy that are equally effective, and this raises the question what exactly the role of photography is. Is it a therapeutic tool? Or is it naive on my part to assume that you can analytically separate Art from the Artist’s soul? Again the question: what is it that makes you photograph people?

I take a lot of images of bicycles, but it is not that I am emotionally attached to them, they just happen to visually interest me. They are lines, circles, ellipses, and they are very pure forms of that, because they have the semi-transparency of wire frames. Thus my interest in bicycles is due to their geometric qualities.

In that light, again, what is it that makes you photograph people?

Regarding Mark’s post and Craig’s comment I have two answers and a promise.

The promise is easy: I’ll try it, only not yet, but I will. I guess Craig is right, I guess that doing this exercise (and even if one only sees it as an exercise, which I believe it is not) will enrich me.

The answer to Craig is, that things are probably different here in Europe. I firmly believe that the US are crazy as shit, but in certain respects we can more than compete.

Today I read a discussion on one of the most influential German photography blogs, Martin Gommel’s KWERFELDEIN. Basically his question was: Imagine that you find an image of yourself, taken on the street without your knowledge, on the internet. How would you react?

The majority of comments was at least critical, I’d say that about a third of the commenters suggested they would consider legal action against the photographer, sometimes depending on their own judgement of the artistic merits of the image.

Mind you, that is the same crowd that in majority clamors for for more CCTV surveillance and for more totalitarian power of government and police. Oh well. I’d be glad to have their problems.

But given that that’s the state of affairs, how exactly do you expect classic street photography to prosper? I often hear that our grand children won’t have a way to see how life in our streets was, simply because no one dared to picture it.

Yes, Craig’s way to approach people beforehand may work. It may work better in the US though, but that’s a gut feeling, that’s something I’ve yet to find out. On the other hand, I am absolutely sure that this does not cover the whole spectrum. There are images that you can’t have when you ask beforehand, no way, and among them are important images.

But again, this only touches Mark’s original question tangentially.

“Emotionally charged”?

I’ll show you what “emotionally charged” means.

Do you know Gary Woodard? I’ve been following his blog for years. You know how that is, sometimes I manage to keep up with people’s posts, sometimes they pile up (as they do now) and it may be that I don’t look into a particular blog for months.

Gary used to picture his wife Janet. Janet used a wheel chair, I don’t know the exact diagnosis, but I think there was a kind of dementia involved. Gary used to picture his wife when they went out to McDonalds or on any other everyday occasion, and sometimes I thought it was a little boring. Still, it fascinated me and, although irregularly, I kept seeing and reading. In a way I had a feeling of knowing Janet.

One time, after an especially long pause I came back and found that Janet was dead. I can remember my urge to condole and how I couldn’t. I was struck with fear. Gary’s posts about Janet’s passing, his pictures, all that was incredibly powerful – and it completely muted me. It brought up all my own fears of loss, all that I constantly fight and try to control, and they ran wild and they rendered me ineffective.

Every year Gary has made a photo book with images of Janet, three of them are still available on Blurb. Browse through volumes one and three chronologically, they are fully available in preview. Then go on to volume four and literally see Janet dying.

“Emotionally charged”? THAT’s what I call emotionally charged. Look at it, read it, and if you can credibly hold back your tears, I’ll happily attribute you a heart of stone.

“Emotionally charged”? It will happen some time, thank you, I am glad for every day in between.

Gary, thank you for the experience you gave me, even though I never commented, either because I felt too busy or because I was too moved to be able to.

The Song of the Day is “Certain People I Know” from Morrissey’s 1992 album “Your Arsenal”. Hear it on YouTube.

Feb 102012
 

Automatic white balance in cameras is an impossible thing. How should a camera know the quality of light? The Nikon D2x (and I suppose its predecessors) had a piece of milky white plastic with a color sensor behind, but as far as I know, that never worked as well as it should have. I don’t know the details, but I guess it will most likely have fallen apart in lowest, artificial light, exactly then when you need it the most.

Whatever the reason was, this was the last digital camera to feature such a sensor. I also suppose that today’s cameras, with their much higher processing capability, rely on some sort of scene analysis.

Take for instance the Panasonic LX5. Of all my cameras, admittedly not so many, it is the Panasonic, that has the best automatic white balance. Amazing. Yesterday I have taken some night images with snow on the street and all sorts of lights in the scene, and the snow looked exactly like it should.

And then there is this kind of yellowish/orange street light that completely breaks everything. As long as other sorts of artificial lights are present to balance it, there is no problem, but this sodium vapor light alone sets the camera completely off balance.

This is one such image. Had I not color corrected in Photoshop, the Song of the Day would have been Frank Zappa’s “Don’t Eat The Yellow Snow”, but thanks to Photoshop I can present you an amazing version of “The Way You Look Tonight”. Sonny Rollins and Thelonious Monk in 1954. Enjoy it on YouTube.

Feb 082012
 

Billows of steam? Here they are again, back with a vengeance :)

And so is Nikon. I guess you have heard of the D800, have you? Well, if you have not yet seen the samples, just have a look here and here. 36 megapixels and nothing but shocking!

It’s also shocking how well Nikon’s lenses scale. Do you see any image that looks like the lens was not up to the task? I don’t. Amazing, but then, when you look at the technical data, each of those images was made with one of Nikon’s best lenses, all of them in $2000 territory. Still, I am surprised.

Do I desire this camera? Sure, who wouldn’t? I guess I could even afford it (with a very bad feeling), but will I buy one? No. Absolutely not! Buying the necessary lenses would kill me :)

To the contrary. I will even sell one of my cameras. Which one? The Olympus E-P2, but before I sell it sometime in April, I’m gonna buy a few lenses. Two days ago for instance I have bought an Olympus ED 40-150mm 4.0-5.6 R MSC on eBay for 150€, shipping included. I may also buy one of the Panasonic pancakes, the Olympus 12/2.0 or the much lauded Olympus 45/1.8.

Why, you ask? Of course to put them on the Olympus OM-D :D

Yeah, that’s the other new camera, presented today, one day after the Nikon, and apart from the fact that it is much more in my league, monetarily speaking, it is exactly what I have always wanted: a smaller camera with interchangeable lenses, a tiltable LCD, an excellent built-in electronic viewfinder, a camera that shoots all aspect ratios, squares included, and that lets me compose in them, a camera with sensor stabilization, a camera that takes all lenses ever built, and as if that were not enough, it is beautiful as well.

As I said, I’ll sell the PEN and buy the OM-D. It’s only slightly heavier, has more resolution, likely a tad better high ISO, is faster, and ergonomics could probably also be better. April, May probably. We’ll see.

The Song of the Day is “Clang Boom Steam” from the 2004 Tom Waits album “Real Gone”. Hear it on YouTube.

Feb 082012
 

The weather forecast for yesterday warned of a snow storm. It all sounded like some historic blizzard would bury the city under 15 feet of pure white snow.

It did not happen. There is a tiny amount of snow and it’s cold enough for it to stay. Nothing more.

The Song of the Day is “Quant je voi la noif remise (When I see the white snow)” from Gace Brulé. Hear an instrumental version on YouTube. Oh my, I was surprised there’s anything at all. Not precisely pop music, at least not these centuries :)

Feb 062012
 

It’s cold here in Vienna. Not -20 degrees Celsius as in Juha’s winter wonderland, but for my taste it’s cold enough, especially with even colder north wind.

In the morning I took the Underground and went only the last few hundred meters from the station. Near the Museum of Natural History I saw billows of steam rising from the gully grates. You don’t see that very often here, it’s more like an image that I know from American movies playing in New York, and so I wanted to take a picture.

I took three of them, and only then, when someone laughed about the situation, I realized that another photographer stood on the other of the billows, facing me.

None of the images was strong enough by itself. The third exposure is the weakest, but it is the only where he actually takes an image. The second has the best posture of the photographer, but I like the billows in the first best. As a compromise, here’s a comic strip made of all three exposures, aligned and heavily cropped, because the originals were made at an equivalent of 24 mm.

Due to the aspect ratio my biggest normal image size is still much too small, thus the image links to the full size.

The Song of the Day is “The Story Of The Man Who Went Out Shooting” from The Tiger Lillies’ “Shockheaded Peter”. Enjoy a hilarious animation video on YouTube.

Feb 052012
 

Today is Sunday and it began cold, sunny and beautiful, but I still didn’t go out.

When I finally considered it, weather had deteriorated considerably, and instead of taking photographs, I finished “The Naked Sun” by Isaac Asimov :)

I had two images left from yesterday though, two images that I like and that somehow didn’t fit into the last post. Well, here they are, a look at some colorful ads through a snowy windshield, and a street sign that seems a little bit out of context.

The Song of the Day is “What You Get Is What You See” by Tina Turner. See the official video on YouTube.

Feb 052012
 

As for the title of this image, on first impulse I wanted to call it “147 seconds”, because precisely that much time passed between those two exposures (and it didn’t feel that long), but then, having found my Song of the Day, I couldn’t help but change it.

Wait A While” is an incredibly beautiful song from Jon Lord’s 1997 album “Pictured Within”. In his own words,

it’s a sad song, but it also has hope, somewhere. It’s a song about loss … and about asking for it not to happen.

For a non-religious person like me, this is as close to a prayer as I can get.

Using only the song but not the title seemed like a frivolous waste to me, thus the change.

There are numerous live performances on YouTube, with different singers. I like best those of Kasia Laska (the quote is from this video) and Sam Browne, who sang it on the album and wrote the lyrics. Incredibly beautiful and touching, but I repeat myself.