Feb 272012
 

This is a bad image, or at least it is completely irrelevant. I probably should use one of my spare images made yesterday, but then, it happens to other people as well.

Take for instance the good Mr Asimov. I just finished “The Stars Like Dust”, the chronologically first of his “Empire” novels, a book that he himself considered his probably worst and, what shall I say, he was absolutely right :)

It’s rare that a book of an otherwise good author is so complete and utter rubbish, a waste of time, a disgrace to the author’s name, but unfortunately in this case it is all true. The plot is absurd, the characters are bad templates, everything is declared and nothing is shown. If you don’t need to read it for any weird reason, do yourself the favor and skip it. It does not contribute anything essential to the history of the “Foundation” universe anyway.

To add insult to injury, the book is even in conflict with the other books in how it explains Earth’s radioactivity. Just forget it.

Last night I have started “Pebble In The Sky”, last of the “Empire” books, actually the first one written. Let’s see how this one turns out.

The Song of the Day is “Nowhere to Run (Nowhere to Hide)” from Ruby Turner’s much criticized “Motown Songbook”. Hear it on YouTube.

Feb 112012
 

Where shall I begin? Probably at the beginning, right?

Well, that was Mark Hobson’s slightly provocative blog post “emotionally charged ~ a question“.

Basically his question was, why his fellow bloggers, people like Juha, Markus or, among many others, myself, don’t make pictures of people, and especially “emotionally charged” images, i.e. images that show people in situations that tend to disturb the viewer, tend to stir up emotions, tend to uncover hidden fears.

This is an important question, if for nothing else than for the fact that it is true: we don’t do it. We picture the rural or the urban landscape, graffiti and bicycles, and if people turn up in our images, they are not or only hardly recognizable.

If you have not been there, take the time, head over to Mark’s site and read his post. Don’t skip the comments, there’s some lively discussion with an extraordinarily long but excellent comment by Craig Tanner, and the discussion has also sparked an interesting blog post by Juha.

In my own comment I just stated that “I feel photographing strangers is problematic on so many levels, it simply does not give me the thrill or the satisfaction to compensate for the hassle“, and I feel that I probably should go into greater detail.

Craig is certainly right. I do fear asking strangers if I may take their photograph. No doubt about it and I don’t doubt Craig’s proposition that it may free the photographer to fight those fears. I may even try it, in fact it is on my list of things to do, it is only not high priority (How’s that for procrastination, huh???).

Thus I fully accept Craig’s point, I fully accept Mark’s (very different) point, but let me ask a return question:

What exactly is it that makes you take images of people?

Mark followed up his own post with “civilized ku # 2074 ~ picturing your life“, where he comes to the conclusion, that he “makes (his) most emotionally imbued pictures (sometimes highly charged) when (he) engages in the act of picturing (his) life“, an act in which he “must be engaged on some level – other than the simple desire to make pictures – with the people (he) pictures“. Thus Mark seems to strive for a kind of deeper authenticity in his portraits or simply images containing people, something that is absolutely in line with the way he pictures inanimate subjects or landscapes.

And Craig? I don’t know. Sure, I believe in the therapeutic effect of fighting one’s inner resistance and of asking people on the street whether it’s OK to take their picture. But then, what else is it? I mean, there are other ways of self or group therapy that are equally effective, and this raises the question what exactly the role of photography is. Is it a therapeutic tool? Or is it naive on my part to assume that you can analytically separate Art from the Artist’s soul? Again the question: what is it that makes you photograph people?

I take a lot of images of bicycles, but it is not that I am emotionally attached to them, they just happen to visually interest me. They are lines, circles, ellipses, and they are very pure forms of that, because they have the semi-transparency of wire frames. Thus my interest in bicycles is due to their geometric qualities.

In that light, again, what is it that makes you photograph people?

Regarding Mark’s post and Craig’s comment I have two answers and a promise.

The promise is easy: I’ll try it, only not yet, but I will. I guess Craig is right, I guess that doing this exercise (and even if one only sees it as an exercise, which I believe it is not) will enrich me.

The answer to Craig is, that things are probably different here in Europe. I firmly believe that the US are crazy as shit, but in certain respects we can more than compete.

Today I read a discussion on one of the most influential German photography blogs, Martin Gommel’s KWERFELDEIN. Basically his question was: Imagine that you find an image of yourself, taken on the street without your knowledge, on the internet. How would you react?

The majority of comments was at least critical, I’d say that about a third of the commenters suggested they would consider legal action against the photographer, sometimes depending on their own judgement of the artistic merits of the image.

Mind you, that is the same crowd that in majority clamors for for more CCTV surveillance and for more totalitarian power of government and police. Oh well. I’d be glad to have their problems.

But given that that’s the state of affairs, how exactly do you expect classic street photography to prosper? I often hear that our grand children won’t have a way to see how life in our streets was, simply because no one dared to picture it.

Yes, Craig’s way to approach people beforehand may work. It may work better in the US though, but that’s a gut feeling, that’s something I’ve yet to find out. On the other hand, I am absolutely sure that this does not cover the whole spectrum. There are images that you can’t have when you ask beforehand, no way, and among them are important images.

But again, this only touches Mark’s original question tangentially.

“Emotionally charged”?

I’ll show you what “emotionally charged” means.

Do you know Gary Woodard? I’ve been following his blog for years. You know how that is, sometimes I manage to keep up with people’s posts, sometimes they pile up (as they do now) and it may be that I don’t look into a particular blog for months.

Gary used to picture his wife Janet. Janet used a wheel chair, I don’t know the exact diagnosis, but I think there was a kind of dementia involved. Gary used to picture his wife when they went out to McDonalds or on any other everyday occasion, and sometimes I thought it was a little boring. Still, it fascinated me and, although irregularly, I kept seeing and reading. In a way I had a feeling of knowing Janet.

One time, after an especially long pause I came back and found that Janet was dead. I can remember my urge to condole and how I couldn’t. I was struck with fear. Gary’s posts about Janet’s passing, his pictures, all that was incredibly powerful – and it completely muted me. It brought up all my own fears of loss, all that I constantly fight and try to control, and they ran wild and they rendered me ineffective.

Every year Gary has made a photo book with images of Janet, three of them are still available on Blurb. Browse through volumes one and three chronologically, they are fully available in preview. Then go on to volume four and literally see Janet dying.

“Emotionally charged”? THAT’s what I call emotionally charged. Look at it, read it, and if you can credibly hold back your tears, I’ll happily attribute you a heart of stone.

“Emotionally charged”? It will happen some time, thank you, I am glad for every day in between.

Gary, thank you for the experience you gave me, even though I never commented, either because I felt too busy or because I was too moved to be able to.

The Song of the Day is “Certain People I Know” from Morrissey’s 1992 album “Your Arsenal”. Hear it on YouTube.

Feb 102012
 

Automatic white balance in cameras is an impossible thing. How should a camera know the quality of light? The Nikon D2x (and I suppose its predecessors) had a piece of milky white plastic with a color sensor behind, but as far as I know, that never worked as well as it should have. I don’t know the details, but I guess it will most likely have fallen apart in lowest, artificial light, exactly then when you need it the most.

Whatever the reason was, this was the last digital camera to feature such a sensor. I also suppose that today’s cameras, with their much higher processing capability, rely on some sort of scene analysis.

Take for instance the Panasonic LX5. Of all my cameras, admittedly not so many, it is the Panasonic, that has the best automatic white balance. Amazing. Yesterday I have taken some night images with snow on the street and all sorts of lights in the scene, and the snow looked exactly like it should.

And then there is this kind of yellowish/orange street light that completely breaks everything. As long as other sorts of artificial lights are present to balance it, there is no problem, but this sodium vapor light alone sets the camera completely off balance.

This is one such image. Had I not color corrected in Photoshop, the Song of the Day would have been Frank Zappa’s “Don’t Eat The Yellow Snow”, but thanks to Photoshop I can present you an amazing version of “The Way You Look Tonight”. Sonny Rollins and Thelonious Monk in 1954. Enjoy it on YouTube.

Feb 082012
 

The weather forecast for yesterday warned of a snow storm. It all sounded like some historic blizzard would bury the city under 15 feet of pure white snow.

It did not happen. There is a tiny amount of snow and it’s cold enough for it to stay. Nothing more.

The Song of the Day is “Quant je voi la noif remise (When I see the white snow)” from Gace Brulé. Hear an instrumental version on YouTube. Oh my, I was surprised there’s anything at all. Not precisely pop music, at least not these centuries :)

Feb 052012
 

Today is Sunday and it began cold, sunny and beautiful, but I still didn’t go out.

When I finally considered it, weather had deteriorated considerably, and instead of taking photographs, I finished “The Naked Sun” by Isaac Asimov :)

I had two images left from yesterday though, two images that I like and that somehow didn’t fit into the last post. Well, here they are, a look at some colorful ads through a snowy windshield, and a street sign that seems a little bit out of context.

The Song of the Day is “What You Get Is What You See” by Tina Turner. See the official video on YouTube.

Feb 052012
 

As for the title of this image, on first impulse I wanted to call it “147 seconds”, because precisely that much time passed between those two exposures (and it didn’t feel that long), but then, having found my Song of the Day, I couldn’t help but change it.

Wait A While” is an incredibly beautiful song from Jon Lord’s 1997 album “Pictured Within”. In his own words,

it’s a sad song, but it also has hope, somewhere. It’s a song about loss … and about asking for it not to happen.

For a non-religious person like me, this is as close to a prayer as I can get.

Using only the song but not the title seemed like a frivolous waste to me, thus the change.

There are numerous live performances on YouTube, with different singers. I like best those of Kasia Laska (the quote is from this video) and Sam Browne, who sang it on the album and wrote the lyrics. Incredibly beautiful and touching, but I repeat myself.

Jan 272012
 

I took and processed these two images on Wednesday, but I didn’t manage to write the actual blog post. Yesterday was not better, thus here I am, two days late, writing from the train to Carinthia.

At the moment I’m pretty occupied with a new project. Our company will move to another part of Vienna, pretty much across from where I live now, and thus I’ll move as well. I’ve already found an apartment in a house that’s being built right now and that will be ready in about a year, just when I need it. From there it will be only a five minute slow walk to work. Contrast that with 50 minutes on two underground lines, and that twice a day. Adds up to a lot of life time :)

Now I have to decide about options, colors, tiles, floors, where I want to have electric outlets,etc, and all that greatly depends upon how I’m going to furniture the apartment. I have some pieces that I want to take with me, but of course things like a kitchen have to be custom-built. Thus I’ve spent almost a week now creating a 3D model with Google Sketchup, trying to get feeling for the size of the rooms and how I’ll be using them.

The Song of the Day is “All Down The Line” from the 1972 Rolling Stones album “Exile On Main Street”. Hear it on YouTube.

Jan 252012
 

This is where the LX5 meets its physical limits. ISO 320 is not much, but this image was fairly pushed in the shadows and it shows.

The image was taken in 16:9 aspect ratio and after processing I had already uploaded it, but somehow it felt unbalanced and didn’t satisfy me. I reconsidered, cropped heavily from the bottom, and as an extreme panoramic it suddenly works. In a way :)

The Song of the Day is “Can’t Wait” from Bob Dylan’s 1997 album “Time Out Of Mind”. Hear it on YouTube.

Jan 192012
 

Gordon had tracked down that robot for weeks and now he had him cornered. Things were not so easy though. Maybe he should have called out for reinforcements first, but now it was too late. He had to face this metallic monster all alone …

Well, I’m reading Asimov, no doubt, and although the robot in my little fantasy is probably going to violate First Law, it is not so uncommon. Think of it: They didn’t send robots into Fukushima, as everybody had expected, but on the other hand, military ponders the use of robots for securing borders. First Law is not in fashion these days.

The Song of the Day is “The Great Suburban Showdown” from Billy Joel’s 1974 album “Streetlife Serenade”. Hear it on YouTube.